So many of you emailed me about the poem, Stop the Trees from Growing, and how you related to it.
You might like this one, too. I wrote it about six years after Barry died. Forgive the spacing. I know better but my computer is acting up tonight.
Shot into the Future, Clutching the Past
I forget until a whirlwind, half my age,
delves into my life. Her purpose, unclutter
my house, my life, set me free of the past.
I forget until she tells me 2005 was long ago.
It’s yesterday to me. She brands my computer
an antique, like me, I suppose.
Floppy disks? Does anybody still use them?
She tosses them in the trash. What can she know
of such things? I saved precious words on those disks.
I am saddened by the pain she has yet to face.
Her biggest loss so far – a breakup with her boyfriend.
Six years gone now, I kept his voice on the answering machine.
Sometimes I forget the years before spiraling
darkness took its toll. Now aging wraps me in
silken threads, squeezes me into a box.I forget until a whirlwind, half my age,
delves into my life. Her purpose, unclutter
my house, my life, set me free of the past.
I forget until she tells me 2005 was long ago.
It’s yesterday to me. She brands my computer
an antique, like me, I suppose.
Floppy disks? Does anybody still use them?
She tosses them in the trash. What can she know
of such things? I saved precious words on those disks.
I am saddened by the pain she has yet to face.
Her biggest loss so far – a breakup with her boyfriend.
Six years gone now, I kept his voice on the answering machine.
By Glenda Council Beall
Your poem is heartbreaking, true and very, very real.
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